There is as much sense in posting my thoughts for no one to read as there is writing about how much lack of sense there is in doing so.
And so I have done both.
Quick news: killed my pc, saved all data, reinstalled windows and everything is fresh.
Will get my 1.8m x 1.2m canvas for painting tomorrow and will be able to start my diploma painting.
aaand I've started to doubt my existence as I ether enjoy everything too much or I don't find anything interesting in life at all as all my memories fade away extremely fast and I can't be sure of the conversations I've had even in the last week or even days.... so is that depression or just life?
I could really just go on about everything that is on my mind because there are as many people reading this as there would be if I wrote this in notepad and then deleted the file.......
text text text... am I really living here or is everything a dream..ir is this all reality just a quick reflection of the universe expanding.....
Do what you like, don't think of the thinks that you shouldn't - death isn't important, life after you and before you isn't important, the only important thing is how you spend your time right now-life as you please and just have fun <3
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